A housekeeping. People might think that it is just a simple duty or even the most easiest thing to do in life. Well they might probably wrong. I mean from the way it sounds people will imagine, a lady that sit for nothing in the living room, washing the dishes, clothes and cooking and sort of... But lets imagine to be in that shoes, how will it looks like?
Sounds crazy but i start to realize how amazing it was for every single mom or housewives in the world who able to manage their home from a-z without any complains! They're the best. I was just being responsible to take care of the house for only 10 days, but frankly speaking it was awful. I mean i never gonna make it perfectly.
Haha, i don't have enough patience and that so called softness, people under me might probably have a life like hell. Don't get me wrong i'm not abusively hurt humans, it just i'm not born to be a housekeeper perhaps?
At the moment like this all that i ever wanted is a mom, haha, to eventually do the things. Again, it's not bullying but i guess they're better than anyone else to manage the house.
Hello, i can do it , it just i'm tired. I'm not gift to hold the anger for any long. I don't like people told me about how to do my job coz i know it very well. So don't bother to tell me what am i suppose to do.
However i wish both my parents enjoy their moment with each other along with my sister there.( i don't want to tell). ;p.
I will be there i know i will be there, to a place that i've always dream of. But right now i choose to stay because perhaps i grew older by staying on the same place but facing different challenges!
On top of that, i'm very thankful to Allah s.w.t. for giving me such a great opportunity to pursue my studies. It was a bless! I couldn't believe i will reach this level for quite a time. i learned from my mistakes, my dad probably right about this.
However,this is not the end, a happy ending is for a story that not even end yet. There's a lot of things waiting for me out there and i'm gonna be brave and fully ready to face it and live like a true man! man = human. :)
Catch u later. :)
