How to....???

Hi, it's been a while. instead of preparing the meal and i don't know, doing the things that seems endless, it's better if i take this opportunity to let it go all that i feel inside.

A housekeeping. People might think that it is just a simple duty or even the most easiest thing to do in life. Well they might probably wrong. I mean from the way it sounds people will imagine, a lady that sit for nothing in the living room, washing the dishes, clothes and cooking and sort of... But lets imagine to be in that shoes, how will it looks like?

Sounds crazy but i start to realize how amazing it was for every single mom or housewives in the world who able to manage their home from a-z without any complains! They're the best. I was just being responsible to take care of the house for only 10 days, but frankly speaking it was awful. I mean i never gonna make it perfectly.

Haha, i don't have enough patience and that so called softness, people under me might probably have a life like hell. Don't get me wrong i'm not abusively hurt humans, it just i'm not born to be a housekeeper perhaps?

At the moment like this all that i ever wanted is a mom, haha, to eventually do the things. Again, it's not bullying but i guess they're better than anyone else to manage the house.

Hello, i can do it , it just i'm tired. I'm not gift to hold the anger for any long. I don't like people told me about how to do my job coz i know it very well. So don't bother to tell me what am i suppose to do.

However i wish both my parents enjoy their moment with each other along with my sister there.( i don't want to tell). ;p.

I will be there i know i will be there, to a place that i've always dream of. But right now i choose to stay because perhaps i grew older by staying on the same place but facing different challenges!

On top of that, i'm very thankful to Allah s.w.t. for giving me such a great opportunity to pursue my studies. It was a bless! I couldn't believe i will reach this level for quite a time. i learned from my mistakes, my dad probably right about this. 

However,this is not the end, a happy ending is for a story that not even end yet. There's a lot of things waiting for me out there and i'm gonna be brave and fully ready to face it and live like a true man! man = human. :)

Catch u later. :) 

Kejutan World Cup?

Tons of card from this spain's referee! wth?

Hmm, but seriously feel like i should write something tonight. Yeah sound cheezy and klise but i don't give a damn. Yes, i'm going to write about the terrible turn off between German to Serbia last hour . It was so obvious that German esp. Podolski did'nt manage to get the rhythm without Klose. It just so dramatic!

7 shots! It was very close but there is still something lack there. I believe if Muller&Ozzi work harder to help that very obvious alone podolski with the ball it might not be this bad. So unlucky!

If i'm a girl writing about this so what? German can do better. I believe so! Plus the referee was so bias! What the heck? Serbia players done so many violence too! Come on. That is all the strategy to send off Klose from the field. I guess.

So drama! Still could not clearly state who can be the winner for this Fifa world cup but i guess majority of the viewers are currently expecting Argentina to be entitled as the champion for this season.

Whatever it is all that we can do right now is keep on watching & supporting our team! Viva Germany. 

I am so sad. :(

Tidur lepas subuh?

Habit ni memang la x elok tapi tgh2 cuti ni phm2 je la.. Hmmm...

Tp seriously parents sgt x suke ngn habit nih... Jadi kene tahan mate la?... Fuh...

Apepun phm ape yg mereka cakap x semue pointless, mesti ade reason yg munasabah.. Even kite yang mendengar mcm dh x sngp nk tahan... Oh~

Kepada yg anggap ape yg parents die ckp pointless cut it out okay, mesti ade something di sebaliknye...

( mcm baik je aku. ;p)

Antara kesan buruk tidur lepas subuh:

(a) Tidak sesuai dengan petunjuk Al Qur'an dan As Sunnah.

(b) Bukan termasuk akhlak dan kebiasaan para salafush soleh (generasi terbaik umat ini),

     bahkan merupakan  perbuatan yang dibenci.

(c) Tidak mendapatkan barokah di dalam waktu dan amalannya.

(d) Menyebabkan malas dan tidak bersemangat di sisa harinya.

(e) Rezeki susah nk masuk

(f) Menjadi punca banyak penyakit badan antaranya syahwat. (woo~)

Tp budak sekolah pun tau semua ni kan? Hm.. Ni motivasi untuk aku sendiri jugak... asal kat kampus boleh je tahan mate tu?

Hohoho~ sukarnye.

Rumah mcm ni kot baru semangat nk bangun awal2... Hahahah... Cantik2... :)

Finally updated. :)

I always have plenty to write but each time i feel like writing it, my head like completely blank! Urghh, suddenly.

Maybe i'm too nervous. Can't imagine what my results will be.

Resting my mind while listening to Brown Eyed Girls, My style.

Later. :)