Patah hati Hati Patah

First of all, sila jangan syok sendiri sampai meleleh air liur tgk pompuan hot yang aku letak ni ape yang penting adalah ape yang aku cube sampaikan ni...
Citenye camni... Secare konfidennye biala aku terus terang je.. Aku dah taknak pecaye dgn crush crush ni lagi.. Each time i feel like crush, sure the guy that i been fall into tu :

                                                a)  Suke pomp. lain

                                                b)  Takde respon

                                                c)  Actually nk mengorat kawan aku

                                                d)  Gay n yeda yeda lah!

I mean why? Pesanan untuk yang membace di sane, hati tu jgn la mudah nk crush kat orang, pasal secepat mane kite crush with someone, secepat tu jugak la kite akan lupekan orang tu.. atau terpakse lupekan..

                               Haihhhhhhhhhh Sedihnye Aku Hari Ni!

Even today aku was like bnyk gelak and have fun spending the moment with my best buddies, tp deep inside bile dah dgr pasal sesuatu tu, tak banyak sikit tersentap jugak la hati wanita aku ni. Ayat syiall sgt but hey, its true!

Ni artikel yang gila sesuai untuk aku, HAHA. Suke hati la nak cop aku ape pun kan yg pntg hati aku puas. :P

1. Sedar Posisi Kamu
Sedarlah, betapa besar rasa suka kamu pada dirinya, dia tidak akan membalas perasaan kamu. Kamu tidak bisa membuat seseorang jatuh cinta pada kamu walaupun segigih apapun usaha kamu. Lebih baik kamu berusaha mencari kesibukan untuk menghilangkan perasaan kamu yang besar padanya.

2. Yakinkan Bahwa Kita Akan Mendapatkan Yang Terbaik.
Kamu pasti mendapatkan seseorang yang menghargai dan peduli dengan kamu. Untuk itu tanamkan keyakinan pada diri kamu bahawa suatu saat kamu akan memperoleh yang terbaik, seperti yang diharapkan. Dengan keyakinan seperti itu kamu akan menanamkan rasa percaya diri untuk melangkah ke masa depan yang lebih baik.

3. Jangan Menyalahkan Diri Sendiri
Kebanyakan dari kamu mungkin akan menyalahkan diri sendiri dengan mempersoalkan kenapa hal ini menimpa kamu. Seandainya lebih berhati-hati dan tidak simpan perasaan lebih jauh atas semua perhatian dan kasih sayangnya, mungkin hal ini tidak akan pernah terjadi. Hal seperti itu akan kerap menghantui pikiran kamu. Tapi untuk saat ini jauhkan rasa bersalah dari hati kamu. Jangan buat andaian sendiri. Dan jangan pernah membayangkan hal-hal yang tidak berguna.

4. Jangan Melayan Perasaan Kamu
Mungkin kamu sempat berpikir bahawa penolakan tersebut hanyalah masalah waktu. Dan kamu berusaha memperbaiki diri habis-habisan untuk mendapatkan perhatiannya kembali. Jangan pernah mencuba mendapatkannya kembali, kamu tidak akan pernah berhasil. Sepertinya hal tersebut telah terlambat. Jika ingin berubah lakukan untuk diri sendiri. Dan sekarang sudah waktunya memikirkan diri kamu sendiri.

5. Carilah Orang Lain Yang Mengerti Kamu
Saat seperti ini adalah saat yang tepat untuk mencari teman sebanyak-banyaknya. Atau mencari keluarga atau teman yang dapat memahami perasaan kamu. Bergembiralah dengan mereka, siapa tahu dari mereka,kamu mendapatkan pelajaran yang patut.

6. Dalami Hobi
Lakukan hobi ataupun segala sesuatu yang membuat kamu gembira. Lepaskan pikiran dan perasaan dari segala sesuatu yang sudah lewat. Caranya dengan menyibukkan diri.

7. Buka Lembaran Baru
Tutup kesedihan kamu. Buka lembaran baru dalam kehidupan . Bila merasa marah, kecewa atau hal yang lainnya, mungkin hal tersebut perasaan yang wajar dan normal-normal saja. Tapi tentukan bila kamu harus melepaskan “masa berkabung” dengan menentukan cita-cita dan harapan baru.

8. Jangan Terburu-buru Mencari Pengganti
Jangan terburu-buru mencari orang lain sebagai pengganti. Tidak adil untuk orang tersebut. Berikan waktu untuk diri kamu supaya pulih terlebih dahulu dan bisa menerima kehadiran seseorang dengan sepenuh hati bukan kerana ingin lari dari kenyataan.

9. Jangan Terlalu Obsesif
Jika kamu merasa tidak dapat mencegah diri untuk mengingatinya, carilah bantuan secara profesional.

Masa depan kamu terbentang luas. Bangkit dari kesedihan dan Badai pasti berlalu. Dan cita-cita kamu akan mudah dicapai dengan pikiran dan hati yang jernih. Bila belum bisa bangkit dari rasa tersebut, kamu akan ketinggalan satu langkah di belakang dari orang lain. 

:(

              

I love this song to death!

"E.T."

You're so hypnotizing
Could you be the devil?
Could you be an angel?

Your touch magnetizing
Feels like I am floating
Leaves my body glowing

They say be afraid
You're not like the others
Futuristic lover
Different DNA
They don't understand you
[Pre-Chorus]
You're from a whole 'nother world
A different dimension
You open my eyes
And I'm ready to go
Lead me into the light

Kiss me, kiss me
Infect me with your loving
Fill me with your poison

Take me, take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction

Boy, you're an alien
Your touch so foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial
[Verse 2]
You're so supersonic
Wanna feel your powers
Stun me with your lasers
Your kiss is cosmic
Every move is magic
[Pre-Chorus]
You're from a whole 'nother world
A different dimension
You open my eyes
And I'm ready to go
Lead me into the light
[Chorus]
Kiss me, kiss me
Infect me with your loving
Fill me with your poison

Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction

Boy, you're an alien
Your touches are foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial
[Bridge]
This is transcendental
On another level
Boy, you're my lucky star

I wanna walk on your wave length
And be there when you vibrate
For you I'll risk it all
All
[Chorus]
Kiss me, kiss me
Infect me with your loving
Fill me with your poison

Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction

Boy, you're an alien
Your touches are foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial
a
Extraterrestrial
Extraterrestrial

Boy, you're an alien
Your touches are foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial

Currently listening to this and yeah SUM 41 88, anyhow Katy Perry's rock. :)

Sum 41 - 88 [Best Quality]

Katy Perry - E.T. ft. Kanye West + [Lyrics On Screen] - HQ/HD - (New Sin...

Biar benar . Allah maha mengetahui.

Maklumat ini samaada sahih/tdk tdk lah diketahui tapi, sekurang2nya
kita bermaklumat nama si penghantar tidakdapat di siarkan

Fakta

Baru-baru ini satu seminar/taklimat telah diadakan antara Persatuan
Pengguna Islam Malaysia dengan pihak Jabatan Agama Islam Perak khusus
mendedahkan produk haram yang berada dipasaran dan meminta orang-orang
Melayu/Islam berhenti menggunakannya.
Berikut secara ringkas produk tersbt dan serba sedikit huraiannya.


COLGATE
Colgate keluaran Thailand, Indonesia dan Vietnam ~haram~ bercampur lemak
babi. Colgate 125ml yg berada dipasaran sekarang sah diimpot dr Thaland.

AJI NO MOTO
Aji No Moto keluaran Thailand, Indonesia dan Vietnam ~ haram ~ bercampur
lemak babi Aji No Moto jg disahkan oleh doktor mengandungi MSG(MonoSodium
Glutamate) berlebihan yg boleh mereputkan daging dan menggugurkan rambut
dgn cepat.Bagaimanapun produk Aji No Moto keluaran Jln Kuchai Lama (Mysia)
disahkan bebas dari lemak babi.

COKLAT.
Semua coklat yang diimpot dr luar negara mengandungi lemak babi atau pun
sekurang-kurangnya mengandungi lemak binatang yang amat diragui.
Sekiranya pada luar bungkusan pek coklat ada menunjukkan kod produk, KOD
164 disahkan mengandungi lemak babi.

FISHCAKE; FISHBALL; MEE & KOYTIAW BASAH
Keluaran bukan Islam disahkan mengandugi ramuan campuran lemak babi supaya
produk tahan lama.

BERUS-BERUS SONGKOK, KASUT, CAKE
Babi ternak di Mysia tdk berbulu. Tetapi babi tunggal dikatakan berbulu.
Dinegeri China terdapat babi ternak yang khusus menghasilkan bulu seperti
ternakan biri-biri. Berus untuk songkok, kasut dan cake disahkan adalah
bulu-bulu babi dari negeri China.

ROTI HIGH 5 ( HIGH FIVE )
Roti High 5 HARAM dimakan krn mengandugi/dicampur/diproses dr ragi babi.
Suatu ketika dulu pernah tersebar luas berita/surat layang mengenai lemak
babi dalam roti Gardenia.
Ketika itu jualan Gardenia jatuh merosot dengan ketara sekali.
Sebenarnya berita ini disebarkan oleh orang-orang dalaman High 5 sendiri
yang irihati dengan pencapaian /kejayaan Gardenia. Punca iri hati ini
disebabkan empat tokoh utama pengurusan Gardenia adalah orang Melayu yg
amat peka dengan sensitivity umat Islam mengenai pemakanan halal/haram.
Saham-saham besar Gardenia yang dikatakan bercampur dengan bisnes babi
tidak membabitkan negara Malaysia.
Produk keluaran Gardenia diproses berlandaskan prinsip Islam ISI 2020 yg
digariskan Institut Penyelidikan Piawaian Islam (RISIS).Ini disahkan oleh
Stiausaha PPIM Dr.Maamor Osman. Gardenia disahkan bebas dr campuran lemak babi.

REMPAH KARI ALLAGAPA; BABAS; SAKHTY & CAP MATA
Keempat-empat jenama kari diatas tidak mengandungi lemak babi TETAPI 40%
hasil jualannya digunakan utk membuat/menambah/memperelok kuil-kuil H****
di Malaysia dan juga sebagai pembiayaan untuk membunuh masyarakat Islam
Gujerat India.
Itu lah sebabnya kita melihat jenama kari ini berlumba-lumba menaja
rancangan-rancangan hiburan TV (terutamanya lagu dan filem Hindi) supaya
bersesuaian dengan selera orang Melayu yang sejak dari dulu lagi lagu dan
filem Hindi ini ibarat isi dgn kuku dan sudah sebati dengan jiwa mereka.

Satu perkara lagi yg perlu diberi perhatian ialah nombor 786. Orang-orang
veteran India Muslim (berusia 80 tahun keatas) yg ditanya mengenai nombor
ini menyatakan dengan berbagai pendapat. Tetapi apa pun jawapannya nombor
ini adalah kod untuk Bismillah yang cara amalannya mereka saja yang tahu.
Malangnya kod ini (786) diselewengkan oleh puak-puak Hindu apabila mereka
jg melabelkan papan iklan kedai dgn nombor tersbt utk mengabui umat Islam.
Tidak hairan lah dewasa ini kalendar orang-orang India Muslim yang
menggunakan gambar Kaabah dan ayat suci Al-Quran dicetak/ditaja oleh
Palanniappa, Sakhty dan Babas.
Juga perlu dingatkan pada umat Islam supaya amat peka dengan beberapa
restoran baru nasi kandar yang bergiat aktif sama ada dimana-mana bandar
terutama di Taiping dan Ipoh.Pastikan perniagaannya oleh orang Islam dan
ayamnya halal…Di Taiping ada restoran nasi kandar,rotinan dan toseh dr
pekerja H**** dan ayam dibekalkan oleh C***

COCA COLA
Coca Cola adalah jenama minuman yang mempunyai agendanya yang tersendiri.
Lebih-lebih lagi agenda menghina Umat Islam. Tahu kah saudara tulisan Coca
Cola itu jika dibelah dua dari bahagian belakangnya maka tulisannya boleh
dibaca dan akan membawa maksud ‘Laaâ€(tm) Allah Laaâ€(tm)Muhammad

(Tiada Allah Tiada Muhammad)
Kajian menunjukkan Negeri Perak adalah negeri kedua diMalaysia yg berjaya
memboikot Coca Cola dan dikatakan jualannya diPerak merosot sehingga 60%.
Syabas warga Perak.

SARDIN TIN MERAH
Kuah Sardin ini dibuat dari campuran siput babi ~ haram dimakan.

KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN
Perkara yg meragukan dlm kes KFC ini ialah cara sembelihan ayam itu sendiri.
Seorang petugas menyembelih di KFC mengakui bahawa bacaan semasa sembelih
hanya dibaca pada permulaan/pertama sahaja manakala yang lain-lain nya
tidak sempat kerana ribuan ekor lagi menunggu/berpusing untuk disembelih.
Kita tidak dapat berbuat apa-apa dengan masalah KFC ini kerana ia mendapat
kelulusan penuh pihak Pejabat Agama. Tetapi perkara yang mendatangkan
was-was elok lah kita tinggalkan.
Keadaan ini sama lah juga dengan ayam yang kita beli dan lihat sendiri
sembelihannya dimana-mana pasar ayam. Sekiranya kita beli 10 ekor ayam dan
selepas disembelih ayam-ayam tadi dihumban kedalam sebuah bekas/raga.
Persoalannya bagaimanakah cara 10 ekor ayam itu mati. SAH ayam itu mati
akibat tertindih lemas sesama mereka dan bukan menggelupur sendirian. Mati
lemas ini disahkan tidak halal kerana mati katak.

TEH HAILAM
Orang Melayu sejak dulu lagi amat famous dengan teh Hailam. Ada yang
pagi-pagi lagi mesti kena teh Hailam Sedap katanya. Minum pula dlm cawan
berbunga.TETAPI tahukah kita apakah cara tradisional teh ini dibuat.Seorg
Mualaf yang mendedahkan perkara ini memberitahu bahawa pada setiap pagi
towkay kedai ketika sedang menggosok gigi dan ketika masa yang sama akan
membenamkan berus gigi kedalam bekas membancuh teh atau apa-apa jua bekas
utk teh tersbt Itulah resepinya.Bunyinya memang lucu ttp itulah hakikatnya.

TESCO IPOH
Sesiapa yang berkunjung ke Ipoh dan ingin menjamu selera diingatkan supaya
berhati-hati apabila singgah makan dimana-mana warung dalam Tesco.
Hampir kesemua gerai-gerai makanan dipunyai oleh bukan Islam ( C*** ) dan
mengupah pekerja Melayu utk RUN bisnes tersebut. Masalah utama ialah ayam
digerai ini di supply oleh C***.
Hanya sebuah gerai (Western Food ) saja yg disahkan betul-betul halal dan
dijalankan sendiri oleh seorang pemuda Melayu.

RENUNGAN
Dipasaran sejak akhir-akhir ini kita dikaburi dengan jenama-jenama yang
seolah-olah bercirikan Islam. Contoh :
Bahan makanan kering yang dibungkus dengan gambar masjid diluarnya dan
bunyi sykt pembuat spt bahasa Arab yg kadangkala kita tak ambil kisah langsung.
Dipasar raya umpamanya jenama-jenama seperti Safi, Shurah, Zaitun dan
Aminah Hassan dikenalpasti barang-barang keluaran bukan Melayu/Islam.Bisnes
ini sebenarnya telah bertukar tangan. Selain itu alasan paling mudah adalah
mana mungkin produk Melayu blh msk pasar raya. Bgaimana pula dgn kicap Thamin
Kicap Thamin HALAL tetapi difahamkan ia terpaksa mengupah salesman C***
dgn bayaran RM7,000.00 utk membolehkan produk tersebut memasuki pasar raya.

PERIHAL KICAP ELIZA
> Betul ke?????? Orang perak tolong periksa !!! Kicap Eliza.
> Tolong war-warkan pada kengkawan yang lain sebab bukan anak-anak saja
> yg sukakan kicap, kita mak/bapak pun suka......masak kicap.
> Berhatilah kalau cerita ni benar, perlulah kita sebarkan pd semua org...
> Kicap Eliza. Dibotol kicap tertulis alamat kilangnya ialah di Batu 3,Jln
> Jelapang, Ipoh. Setahu saya diBatu 3, Jalan Jelapang cuma ada Kilang
> Kicap kepunyaan kaum cina, pekerjanya juga kaum cina. Lokasinya ialah
> dipersimpangan Jalan Jelapang dengan Highway ke Lumut (ditraffic light).
>
> Kepada yang biasa dengan bandar Jelapang, kilang tersebut berada
> disebelah sungai sebelum memasuki ke Taman Meru 1A. Terdapat kilang
> kicap tanpa pagar ... dan bangunan kayu lama disitu. Dan dikawasan
> itulah letaknya batu 3, Jalan Jelapang dengan berposkod 30020 seperti
> tertera dibotol.saya yg hampir sebelum ini 10 tahun tinggal disana pun
> tak perasan itulah kilang kicap Eliza ... kecuali bila tengok address
> kilang pada botol tersebut semalam (Ahad).
> Gunalah kicap dan sos cap "HABHAL KIPAS UDANG". Yang ini taukehnya
> memang orang Islam ... seorg jutawan yang dermawan tinggal di Kampung
> Melayu Majidee JB.Produknya pun khabarnya dah sampai ke Timur Tengah
> sana ... satu lagi cap "TAMIN" .... [Yusoff Yaacob] tapi yg warna
> hijau tau, bukan cover yg warna merah yg merah, sudah dijual kpd tokey
> cina (sudah tentu bukan islam)....
> >
> Subject: RE: REPLY ....... AWAS! penggemar kicap!
> Untuk maklumat u all, setelah diselidiki dan dipantau....kicap yg
> tertera dibwh tu.....sememanglah benar, dipunyai oleh seorang taukey
> cina kilang kicap tersebut mengunakan nama orang melayu agar mereka
> mendapat keuntungan yang banyak. Sebab rata2 yang mengunakan kicap
> adalah orang melayu , jadi itu adalah strategi mereka. oleh yang
> demikian hindarkan saja utk membeli jenama tersebut...semoga apa yg
> dimakan hendaklah halal dan sememang nya bersih.
> Orang Ipoh tolong siasat betul ke ni? Soal makanan kena ambil berat
> sebab jd darah daging yg menentukan sikap dan kemana kita diAkhirat nanti.
> *wallahualam

Hmmmmm.....

I care about them , U ?

25 March 2011 Pagi2 ni aku rase tetiba teringat kt manusia2 yg suke seksa binatang , serious tk rase ape2 ke pas buat binatang cm xdek rase weh ?       What rights to freedom do cattle officially have? In 1979 the Farm Animal Welfare Council (FAWC), an independent advisory organ of the European Committee, determined that animals in cattle farming have a right to the following 5 "freedoms": Freedom from hunger and thirst - by ready access to fresh water and a diet to maintain full health and vigour. Freedom from discomfort - by providing an appropriate environment including shelter and a comfortable resting area. Freedom from pain, injury or disease - by prevention or rapid diagnosis and treatment. Freedom to express normal behavior - by providing sufficient space, proper facilities and company of the animal's own kind. Freedom from fear and distress - by ensuring conditions and treatment which avoid mental suffering. Pigs With pigs these rights are not met when: they have to live in the dark almost 24 hours a day (and only get an hour of light around nine a.m. for instance); they are castrated without anesthetics; they are jammed between two bars so they cannot turn over or groom themselves; they cannot root among the ground; they have no resting areas covered with straw, but a grated floor they have to live in the ammonia stench of their own manure; they are transported to the slaughterhouse under  The site of the Dutch Ministry says: In total 80% of the pig farms and 58% of the meat pig farms violate one or more aspects of the pig decree. There has been a lot of evidence on violations of the ban on: sow standing space shorter than 2 meters (non-conformance is 61%) too little floor space for piglets less than two thirds of a boar stable closed off lacking an adequate sick bay (non-conformation 10%) keeping pigs in the dark or under insufficient lighting (non-conformance 13%) lacking an alarm installation for mechanical ventilation (non-conformance 32%) lacking diversion material (non-conformance 25%)   are forced to permanently live near members of their species they want to avoid (pecking order); cannot free-range (outside), dig around or take dust baths; are pushed violently into crates for transport, risking fracture, and transported to the slaughterhouse in trucks under stressful conditions. stressful and violent conditions in trucks. With cows these rights are not met when: calves are taken away from their mothers directly after birth to be fattened elsewhere. Calves have served their purpose by being born. The cow's milk is used for human consumption. they have no opportunity to go outside (into a pasture); they are tied down for entire winters. Laying hens With battery-hens the 5 (basic) animals rights are not met, when: their beaks are docked; chickens cannot roost during their sleep and are forced to live in a disrupted day/night rhythm so they will lay more eggs            Tolong la jangan buat binatang mcm ni... ni baru yang aku saje2  rase nk search tgk.. yang tk diketahui nasibnye tu camane laaa..  dolphin dgn nasibnye , paus dgn nasibye.. harimau , singa , kucing ,  anjing yang kadang kadang kesian aku tgk.. haihhhh... apa saja  nasib yang haiwan2 ni terima kat dunia ni, aku hanya mampu berdoa  untuk mereke, lg pun Tuhan akan sentiasa melindungi  haiwan-haiwan ni.. Subhanallah.. I care about animals.

Middle finger almost in the air!

Heeeeeeeiiii , dah lame tak mengupdate ngedate! How are u my bloggie woggie ? 

Okay, before that, i actually have nothing pun to share. it just i feel like ade mase untuk blogging. I mean after this i am seriously have tons and tons things to do and yeahhh it will be exhausting and suffocating! But hell yeah I have to get through that since, yeahhhh.. that's what I should & HAVE to do. but before that......

My boyfriend, if maria elleyna panggil balak die Datok, meh aku panggil dia Levitt. I love u. :)

                                               Jgn menangis ye semua orang, ni namenye jodoh.

Okay, dah dah la tu berangan kan Aainaa, sure ade yg angguk angguk bace statement tu an ? BAHAHAHAHA. and like i care je kan? ehhehehe. :)

First of all, actually point aku hari ni adalah....... Kawan , yeah Friends. How good u are as friends ?  I mean start judging yourself *me too* now. ehehehe.  U feel like u're good enough but you know there's nothing good to be good enough in this world. If someone says U ARE PERFECT that was totally bullshit, and a lie. We have to accept, every human have their weakness , so is that what it called perfection ? Perfection is ALLAH and always HIM. 

Kadang kadang kau akan rase, ikhlas ke mereke tu nk berkawan. Ko tau tak smue bende dekat kite disukai orang orang sekeliling, tp sblm tu sedarlah , orang sekeliling tu adalah orang juge, so dorang pun tak lari dari bende bende cm ni. So, ade point ke nak bajet bajet segala ? Jgn nk fuck sgt boleh tak? 

                   

 23 th March 2011 ,

Baru balik dari cari seluar untuk housemate ika, pusing punye pusing... Last2 kiteorang suggestkan she buy a dress je, instead of nk pening2 cari seluar, and InsyaALLAH , everything went well even me myself was attracted to buy one selendang yang ala - ala kashmir, fuhhhhh. BAHAHA ,

                                                         KARMA KARMA & DRAMA.
Come on, this shit things bile nk pegi from my life? Talking a
bout karma , aku rase it was simple, something that goes around will always come around. Simple kan? but kadang2 kite try too hard to please people, u did your best, to avoid any misunderstanding , but in the end they just don't care , they actually totally don't care, so there's no point left for you to keep thinking ways to please your friends, coz it is soooo pointless , meaningless.

Maybe u put too much trust to someone that actually have no plans to please u the same way. but please ! this has nothing to do dgn PENGHARGAAN & Bla Bla Bla, it just if u really care... just show it, u'll lose nothing.

U can't expect yang someone akan sentiase rilex, just put yourself in the same shoes as hers/she and face it, u may know how sucks it will be. I say, Fuck it!

Papehal pun, aku da beli satu selendang yg btl2 aku harap will make me look different than the way that i always be. and yeahhh it's not about to please, its about how i bring myself into several transition that i actually need the most since i don't know , 10 years ago ? Hmmmmmmm.

I don't care anymore, whatever it is, I'm still gonna shine. I love my mom & dad, sisters. :)

           Malas nak taip ape dahhhhhhhhhhh.  Haihhhhhhhhh.







                                           
                                    

A very very very and very lonely day !

First of all , i never ever meant to sulk+sigh or whatever it was called here but it just i couldn't stand the way i feel today , and currently still facing it. 

Allow me to scream for a while , can i can i ?

                                           ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

                           ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Still doesn't help , a little maybe. I can't figure out why? I mean why the hell I feel like this ?

Like seriously i can't see any connection between this pics and how i feel right now. It is just I want to put it. HEHE.

Okay okay , back to the point (?) :P

                                                           12 February 2011

It just like a dream , we met again. I mean we met back ! Hell Yeah to all my beloved friends , that I always miss a lot. IMY all guys like seriously and finally it happened , Nur Amirah Mokhtar , Asyikin Rani , Amirul Aiman , Megat , Fahmi , Nur Farhana Hamid , Ana , Najwa , Kobis n etc*smua DPA la senang* :)

I'm happy to meet u all. Really really thanks . Enjoy every second with you all even for a while.

SOB SOB SOB , seriously a while & it's not enough. :(

But then , Syukur to ALLAH s.w.t , still got chance for that. :)

All in all , i love u guysssss. 

                                                         13 February 2011

I've been debating and i still can't believe it!

I can even imagine to talk in front of people and yahhh in English which is very very awkward to me except for presentation but now I feel like i did something that totally soo not me. ;P

And yeah , its a very huge disaster ! Mistakes here and there ! I need to read more ! A lot of readinggggg to do so that i won't stand stiff and speak recklesslyyyyy. Arghhhh , totally humiliating me.

But then , i can feel that it's not actually a big deal to speaks because i am extremely bounds by an excessive shy that can't be break before. I'm not saying a better person now it just maybe you don't have to feel that way too much at least not at everything. ;)

However , there's still so many things to be improve and yeah i'm gonna do my best. So here i would like to say a very very very thank u to my friend , Atan Amani who indirectly make me stands there confidently *even baru peringkat trainee* ! Love love. ;) 

Let's see how far we can go on debating! :)

                                                                 14 February 2011
                                         Nothing happen nothing happen nothing happen.




That's all for nowwwww , let perform our pray . It's 7.31 p.m now Aainaa. ;) Xoxo.

being a 22 y.o. bitch not fun at all?

Hello , its been a while readers. ( i do have a readers ke ? )

Hahaha. Screw u , whatever. well , time goes by smoothly or its me who don't know how to use my time ?

hehe, hell who care ? Hmmm , well actually its not that really exciting holiday , i mean it. it's like things goin on expectedly. i mean i know all the flow in this house.

I ain't trying to complain anything but it just don't we need some change somehow ? Doesn't  it sound ridiculous when everything happen is like something that we know how its gonna end ? i mean come on , i'm not kid , we are not  a little girl , u know that then whats wrong with that attitude ? Get a life pleaseeee.

I'm a cooker , a housekeeper likewise and i don't care about that , why should i ? it's my house then. However, i still couldn't figure out what exactly i really want and have to do for all this while..

yeah , my friends out there seems happy with their vacation , i mean they're able to hang out each other , spending their holiday to dead. Haha, it just me like stranded in an island, well i don't mind if there is a hot dude to be with me in this island but there ain't any which is kinda sad sometimes.

seriously , am i really a bitch ? haha. true friend will say yeah u are cause they know me well , i don't have any problem with that yeah i'm a QB but i'm stuck in here with my cat , my lovely room , er.. my lappy.. ahhhh , screw it boring !

okay, i've watched julie and julia yesterday , well it was kind of interesting  and i wonder why don't i begin to be that cook - mania just like julia ? well i can cook , a few dishes, i'm not that good but i could though. well , let me think first...

however,  i love to draw ! yes , i mean it.hmmm , well , maybe i can make a comic series ? can i ? hmmm. but still i don't have any idea.. as far as i remember , last series i did during my form 2 i guess. well it's really stiff. haha , but at least i have a few readers and on top of that , the comic series , it's gone , it's like nowhere to be found and i was like, let it be. i can make another one . YES ! I can make another one !!!

Now i know what i'm about to do now ! Hahahha. hell yeahhh. :)

To all my foe who read this , hey happy holiday kiddos. :P

I'm different now ?

Musim exam dah dekat. tp seriously aku xrevise sgt. Sumpah ia mencuakkan. Tp, aku xjugak study beriye. :(

Dah makin malas. ini menakutkan. Aku mahu always jadi mcm dulu. At least jgn la smpi ade kantoiii. :(

Ouhh, i miss the old me. i'm not who i am anymore. :(

But, sempat lagik i guess untuk kembali ke my usual beat. i mean no one could achieve success without hard effort, me included. i'm not gonna achieve any without even try. Which i know i could do better. :(

Please , aainaa, Be strong. be who that u've used too. Enough with all the fun and unnecessary things.

Believe that u are better than this. Aku xnk lg hampekan mereka yg percayekan aku. My parents. :(

Deka love u. :(. Ya Allah. Guide me to the right way and i'll never turn around from U. Amin.

Step up 3D!

Everybody!!!


Step up 3D u all wajib tgk okay! yes, a bit late tp worth it! Best sangat, like extremely Best kot! u better watch it. I mean, better from the old both Step up. Huhu..


Music used like more energetic than before just storyline, likewise, a bit cliche.. just a bit, naaa! it doesnt effect too much, the dance was more attractive! I like the beat and the dance. Weeee!!
Watched it with them yg semua mmg kaki gelek, i guess. *aman, dnt try to deny it!* ;p
Hang out before balik cuti raye hari tu best sgt! Lupe nk cerite. :)


Actually, on that day, we all still ade kelas untuk esoknye.. well, 1 kelas je pun, so tkpe la kan.. ehe..
we all pon decide nk kuar, i mean we all got like 5 test before kot! of course nk kasik ringan sikit otak after that! So, we all pon lepak la ramai2. (lime org je, plus aku.;p)


First, anta si aty ni balik umah die.. maklumla, buatnye balik lewat mlm berani pulak anak dare tu nk drive sensorang? *memandangkn kami yg lain semua duduk hostel kn.* so dgn bantuan Haziq maka success la misi yg first tuh.. ehe.. pastu...


Errmm, we all mulenye decide nk mkn kt kedai ape tah name die kt jusco ayer keroh tuh, msg2 cm da decide nk mkn ape, tp smpi2 sekali tgk notis, ' FULL HOUSE'! Cesss, sedih gak la...


Tp we all x give up! ye la, nk bukak pose kot! Mule2 cm taktau la nk mkn ape.. ade yg nk Mcd(lagi), ntah ape lg tah.. huhu.. tenampak Johnny's!!! Aku mmg la da lame tegile2 kan Johnny's kot!!


At first, smue org cm xnk je... pandang cm tu je.. huhuh... tp ape leh buat! Dah namenye mkn kt situ so kiteorang bukak la pose kt situ! I was like , YAY!!!!! sedaplaaaaa! Best! :p


After mkn tu baru la naik tgk cinema die, Err! Asal cm ni? very cm something. Nisa je tau sebut perkataan tuh. ehe!! mmg sumpah agak lawak laaaa... bukan buruk okay! die cm ade unsur2 over sikit la senang ckp! Ahaha!!! ;D


Tp, tu la! jgn judge a place by it looks!!:p


apepun dpt gak layan STEP UP 3D! Best sgtttt!!! cumenye system bunyik kt cinema tu cm kureng lak, ade ke buat hal tgh siok layan step dorang?! cesss!!
Tp best! serius!! Tgk laaaa!! Ehehe!


Pastu ingt kiteorg balik ke? Ish3, salah sama sekali! G fun Fair lak! haha, aku cm biase hanye memerhati. X mampu la nk join.. kang ade lak longgokan mee yg dh mkn tdik kt tepi fun fair tu! Euwwww!! *geli lak!!*


Tp nk gak try, so aku, aman, aty ngn haziq decide nk masuk umah hantu die! Haha, berani sgt la kununnye..
masuk2, aty pegang aku, haziq pgg aman, aku pegang haziq, adoiii!! Berteraburrr!! mmg complete chaos!! rupenye masing2 mmg PENAKUT seyh! Tmbh2 Haziq!! hahah!! aman la leh consider hero! haha!
Kuar je terus gelak cm dah xde kerongkong! Hahahha!! LAWAK sgt! :p


Pastu, lepak2 lak g minum.. nisa ngntok, so die stay lam kete je, kiteorg ber4 lg la g minum! nk byr tu, aku ngn aman tgk kolam die jap.. Tekejut tak ingt2,nmpk ikan besar gile!! i mean Extra besar untuk kolam2 cm tarap kt sekolah2 tu je, cmane leh sumbat ikan cm ikan jerung je aku tgk msk kt kolam kedai makan??!


Tp try gak bg mkn.. hihih... aku ngn aman cm agak pencinta haiwan la kunun... bg la roti.. mule2 die nk.. ikan besar tu cm telan je bg apepun.. lontaran roti yg terakhir sumpah terus serik! die cm nk melompat naik dr kolam! Dgn mulut sebesar kejadian tu, smue org cm berenti mkn... pndg arah kiteorg! aku teketar2 terus lari! Scary nye!!! Asal mulut die besar sgt??! 
Masuk kete, haziq ckp ikan tu mkn org.. Huk! Aku ngn aman telan air liur!! Fuhhh, gerenti pas ni x bg dah.. huk..*agaknye la:p*


dalam mate layu2 tu sempat lg pg tepi pantai... ade downtown rupenye... hihih... tawaf la ape lg.. dpt beli baju kurung untuk adik kesayangan ku!!! ehehehe....


Alhamdulillah, br la balik umah... tido umah aty okay... rupenye aty ade kucing gemok gile! jantan! heheh.. die baik! hihih... sekali aku ngn aman a.k.a pencinte haiwan turun padang.. hihih!! Comeyyy!!!


mate dah ngntok.. dah mandi smue aku ngn nisa n aty selamat tido... n esoknye masuk kelas miss Yana like nothing happen. Heheh.. Sweet memo guys!


xoxo, muahhhhh~~~:D

Raya oh raya?

Raye??

Kenapa mcm xde sebarang perasaan nk raye kali ni? Aduiyai!

Sebab dah tue kot, kot la..(jgn gelak bace statement ni,ok!)

Tp suke! Suke sgt! Dpt jmpe my sis( double crazy) :p, abah & mak yang sumpah lawak! Ehe!

Trip to Merbok? Ehe, biase je, tp thanks to ikin n the geng, n Eman&Megat. double love u all. :)

Emm, malas dah la nk beriye contact org tu, cm worthless je. Bia la beliau bahagie dgn carenye, Megat jgn gossip lg ye. Huhu!

I don't have any in mind right now la, later! :)

Selamat berpuasa Bloggie woggie. :D( Saat2 akhir dah, Alhamdulillah!)

No comment. :)

What a wonderful day? No! It kinda sucks at the beginning. Oppps, not to curse on this fasting month Aainaa! Well, not to mention, i kind of forget about the Quality and CTU test todayyyyy!! I mean , i thought it will be on this thursday.... So that, i end up by answering using my very last revision, like 10 minutes before the test i guess?

How can i forget that? Yup, i agree that the questions wasn't really though , but hello! i'm not reading it at all.... I don't know what my results will look like... Its scares me to death... I wish i can score for this paper, since i found it difficult to score other papers.. I mean IR? daaaaa~~ can I? Isk!

Well, CTU... likewise, i never do any readings, not even a single word.. Isk, i am just too relax this time... Thankfully, i kind of able to answer the question.. at least my head doesn't turn blank during that moment.. Huhu.. It's a release when you actually understand Gap Model.. Helps u a lot. :p. However, it doesn't sound cool when i actually forgot about the test. Its not my real performance.. Ohmy, I'm scared!!

In  this situation, all that i can pray and hope is all my attention in the class repays. Huuu... Let it be. whatever already done is done and that's it. 

As to celebrate that? We finally went out, hanging out together , watching movie and stuff.. Watching The Expendable. Alright! Lets talk about the movie! My opinion? 5/10.. Its just a movie that shows you people shooting others.. yeah, i like that but , thats it.. Its nothing to compare with inception! Not at all... Haha. it just nice. :)

O ya! The reasons why i said that because i don't see the real appearances by Jet li! I mean, he deserve more! Huk. Hence, i am not satisfied. Lalalala~~

I'm tired, Hmm..... To someone that i called Alang, i Miss you. Heheh.. :p

wuhuuuuuu~~~

Bersame mereka yang sengal... apepun, research kami hari tersebut berjalan lancar. Wuhuuuu~~ Alhamdulillah... :))

I like you?

I like YOU! Hihih. :)

Hey, don't make any assumption yet, it is just i like my weekend! I kind of filled it with something that quite priceless, to me. :). A priceless memories maybe. Being with zizi's family, what can i say...? Quite exciting..

I mean, there's no more that kind of tradition and lifestyle in my family?. I don't know but maybe thats their style in greeting their guest? Well, i've been there for about 3 times, but still, they're totally warm and nice. Got lots and lots to talk about, likewise. :p

Thank God, i kinda not forget to bring along my notes, haha. Luckily, he always yell ( in a nice way) at me, Hey U! Study! Hihi, well, its grateful to hear to be exact, at least there's someone to remind me about my test that should be done today, but yeahhh, maybe thats what it calls fate... There's no any test today, i kinda of WHAT? 

But, to be honest, Hell yeah I LOVE it!  I mean, i'm not really done with my reading, plus there's not really enuf time for me to revise all that 6 chapter, but still, i try my best to manage time, fuhhh... Sacrificing my bed time.. But, in the end, Hahah.. should i say i'm grateful inside??? Hell YEAh!!

Thanks Madam Yati, at least i still got enough time to revise it deeply. Alhamdulillah... :))

Else, i don't know, i'm grateful today, everything seems going quite well. I've got my loan , what can i say.. Alhamdulillah.. i won't let the same thing happen like 2-3 years ago, i've learnt my mistakes. :)

Hmm, not to mention, there's still 5 more test to go.. hope i can make it right.. :))

Good luck Aainaa!! U can do it. :))

A journey for good. :)

First of all, Hello to all bloggie woggiee!!! Tehehe, :))

It's been a while since i last update my blog. Fuhhh, i got lots and lots and lots to write to be exact! But, haha. Don't have too. Lets it bury inside, Hihi. :)

Hmm, what can I say, my new life leads me to so many works! But it doesn't matters. I enjoy that , but sometimes it exhaust me to death.

Today, 11a.m.,we've got an appointment with MBMB Malacca, fuhhh, swear i'm totally scared at first! I thought i will screwed up today. I kind of drop the list of the questions and info about MBMB on the walk side!! I feel like okay, how can i ask people without any to refer??

But i calm myself, and say i can make it, with my own effort, thats not gonna ruin my research. And yes , i'm quite satisfied with me. Haha, and my team , Aman and Nisa!! I think we kind of not screw the discussion, even once. Thanks a lot dude, what else left is just to make it in paper. Tehehe,which i kind of dislike it. But in order to get good marks, i'll go for it, we'll go for it. Else, i'm happy today!!

Totally feel like, someday i wanna work with them or else it is just called first impression? :))

Oppps, thanks a lot for my girl, Atieee, we're never gonna reach here without you and your MAS, hihi. Joke. Love2. :p

Hmm, today we also got an invitation to break fast? together with 1B students. Well, its kind of touching, i mean , u guys sooooo nice kids! Thanks. :p

Let's meet tonight and enjoy our meal as much as we can. :p

Till then, I think thats all i wanna write right now. Headache, since lately i kind of overslept, a litte. Huhu, maybe. Love2. :p

Don't Bullshit the Bullshitter?

What is exactly the problem?

I'm sorry, i guess like the more we know each other the more i hate you. like seriously! we are not like what we're used to be before.
The point is, let just be friends than a close friends which i know u would'nt want it too. Ahh, pretty sure that u've realized about it too. We just not suits for each other. We are better with our own ways.

U don't have to act like u know everything which u are'nt by the way, just deal with it. Remember who is the person that u need before? I mean whatever the situations might be, i'll try my best to help .But since we like quite knowing each other, it's all gone.
Hey, i'm the same person! Don't underestimate me like u're the best. Stop asking if you just end by questioning and doubting me. U're just soo annoying.

Swear, i don't like u. from now on i will treat you just like a person, who quite close to me, and not more than that. Frankly, i never met someone that i really can't trust they way i feel about you. I just cannot believe in you, in any words, once you betray me, i'll never believe not even once after that.
U can imagine how mean i am when it come to this-betrayal-liar things. I'm sick of it! Go away, I HATE you.

Sincerely. Please go to hell.:)

Like, i don't know. Title considerate?

It's saturday but all that i've done was nothing except laying on my bed, surfing and making a complete round of the Gossip Girl, which i like it ever!
But seriously the point is, why it should be this way? I mean i got a lot of things to do until i don't know which part to begin. I'm completely losing my mind though. It sucks when you don't know what u should do and a day was wasted just like that. Well at least I shared a cozy lunch with my housemates but still not enough to be consider as FUN, for me.


I need something else, i really need something that can really WOW me, why being here so boring when this is actually what i've always wanted once? Maybe it's really once.

Whatever, guess what? My friends here, they totally rocks, i mean a little! They do. At least they gave me something that i totally cherished! In fact, they are seriously smart, no joke. They are good in their own way which i adore it so much. Aman, Nisa & Haziq, although you guys new in my life, still, let's make the time we already and will spent together unforgettable.Seriously i hope we will be just fine here. :)

To my lovely2 sisters. I love u both. Dela and Akak, u guys are the best. Life never be this good without you. Hehe, and my dear parents as well. I love you all. I promise to be a good kid and repay everything as to prove how much i love you all!!!! :)))

Sound serious? Haha! Hell yeah! Whatever! I'm gonna continue my work ( which is still unknown). No matter what u guys think about me, it just me. U can't make people love, u can make them fear you.
If you want to be in this world, be yourself in this world. That's all I can say. Good things come with efforts and i will keep on living and face whatever in front me in the way it should be.
Till then, Bye2 all. :))

D mamak! :)

A night to remember! Online at the nearest mamak stall here! Totally refreshing! Feel refreshed by only looking them gossiping!

however, i still can't manage to complete the applications for ptptn! Mean like when will i ever complete it? I need the money of course. :p

whatever, hoping that ika will eventually wait for me! Let's send the application together. Xoxo! ;p
Bel class was not easy as what i expected! Seriously tough paper, i might not possibly get an A nor even b+ this time. Omg! how i wish this semester will be easy and i can complete it successfully. Amin. :)

Already 10.16pm, i should be going! Daaa, rules will always be rules. till then, See you later. :)

Is there any hope left?

What a weekend! Feel like dying to know what happens next! I wish i know all my journey so that i have no reasons to worrying about it all the time.

Time passed like what they're used to, but i'm still feel left aside like this and trust me, it killin me. I got a very good news like an hour before it turns out awfully which mean seriously bad. It's like u just receive an honour of being a princess but suddenly they did'nt accept you to be in the castle! Wth i'm talking about right now?

Whatever, still i'm not in a good mood to enjoy and laugh like what i've used to. This is all because of the shit things that always happen to me. Damn i hate that. When will i ever able to live peacefully?


Why everything seems easy for you? How can they let us face something that nobody can ever imagine? So bloody evil.
Whatever it takes i just hope that things will turn out well and me and all my friends will reach our success and soon achieve all our dreams.

Its already 12.59am, i should sleep ryte now, well i have to wake up like 6am every morning for classes! Oh my! Classes?
Later bloggie woggy! Night! :)